-life is like rollercoster ups and downs mood-

Yes the title seriously describe about my life.... everytime in every second part of my life....feeling's change.... I need a help.sure. I'm bipolar.

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♥ love this ! =D ☺

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LIGHTWEIGHT (Performed by Demi Lovato)

The slightest words you said 

Have all gone to my head 

I hear angels sing In your voice  

When you pull me close  

Feelings I've never known  

They mean everything 

And leave me no choice
 

Light on my heart Light on my feet...

Light in your eyes.... I can't even speak....

Do you even know ....How you make me weak ?
 

I'm a lightweight 

Better be careful what you say  

With every word I'm blown away  

You're in control of my heart 

I'm a lightweight 

Easy to fall, easy to break  

With every move my whole world shakes  

Keep me from falling apart
 

Make a promise, please  

You'll always be in reach

Just in case I need ....You there when I call  

.his is all so new... Seems too good to be true 

Could this really be A safe place to fall 

Light on my heart.. Light on my feet 

Light in your eyes ...I can't even speak...

Do you even know... How you make me weak ?

I'm a lightweight 

Better be careful what you say  

With every word I'm blown away.... You're in control of my heart 

I'm a lightweight ....Easy to fall, easy to break....

With every move my whole world shakes...

Keep me from falling apart....

Keep me from falling down, drowned in your love 

It's almost all too much 

Handle with care... Say you'll be there
 

Oh, I'm a lightweight 

Better be careful what you say  

With every word I'm blown away 

You're in control of my heart  

I'm a lightweight ... Easy to fall, easy to break  

With every move my whole world shakes 

Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling apart...

Keep me from falling apart.... Falling apart....

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Stay Strong - Demi Lovato ! =)

Now, I'm gonna tell ya about this my favorite actress. 

Yep, Demi Lovato! She always said about "STAY STRONG"

and it's always has a deep meaning to me ...

Well, ini dia some reasons why I adore and admire her.....

Demetria Devonne Lovato lahir di Dallas, Texas, Amerika Serikat, 20 Agustus 1992,umur 19 tahun. Artis cantik ni ternyata pernah mengalami eating disorder sebelumnya,namun setelah di tangani beberapa bulan ia mulai lepas dari issue ini. Sebagai artis Disney yang pernah memerani serial TV Sonny With A Chance ini ternyata juga pernah merasakan bully dari teman-teman semasa SMP-nya. Akhirnya Demi memutuskan untuk homeschooled. Selain itu, kejadian divorced orang tuanya waktu dia berumur 4 tahun sangat affected ama mental Demi sendiri. Perpisahan dengan ayah kandungnya juga membuat dirinya tertekan. Tepat saat tour Camp Rock 2 bersama Jonas Brothers, mantan Joe Jonas ini membuat insiden heboh-yakni-pemukulan terhadap dancernya. Say whatt?!! Bad Demi !!

Well, every single thing happen with a reason , right? Yep, kejadian selanjutnya Demi cabut dari summer tournya bareng Jobros itu, dan masuk ke rehab selama 3 bulan! Ada apa dengan Demi ? ya, gadis ini ternyata menderita bipolar, self harming, eating disorder, dan anorexia. "I had no idea when I was bipolar", she said.

Demi sempat menutup account twitternya @ddlovato untuk beberapa saat demi totalitas kesembuhannya. Bahkan ia rela tidak meneruskan serial TVnya Sonny With A Chance.Keputusannya yang berani , dan juga cukup dewasa untuk orang yang sudah eksis di dunia hollywood. "If I work too hard, I always said oohh--slow down guys...", kata Demi yang sempat mengaku pernah up and down dalam depresi hingga pernah memutuskan berhenti makan ketika ia dalam kondisi terlalu bersemangat dalam bekerja.

"I feel like I need a help in that time. That was my dark life..." katanya, dan akhirnya memutuskan untuk erntered rehab kala itu.

Itulah mengapa ia membuat tato bertuliskan stay dan strong di kedua wrists-nya.

"My life is such a long journey" kata Demi.

Dan,eksistensi Demi dalam dunia musik dapat dibuktikan kembali olehnya dengan album UNBROKEN yang diluncurkan di awal tahun 2012 kemarin. Berisi tentang seluruh curhatan-curhatan 'bout the past few years kehidupannya. 

Actually, with all her life stories, and how she always try to stay strong in every way and the meaning of every single song that she created. She deserves to be adore... She's gorgeous!

GO Demi !

=))

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